To think... *sigh*

 i bet it happened to everyone, have a friend who we are really in love with and she/he doesn't see that, it happens to everyone, that's 2 options about that, we tell what we fell and he/she replies or she/he ends up denying and break our heart, the  second option is painful but itsa the most common unfortunately is the most casual.

It happened to me a lot of times now and I don't know what to do now, cause she ended falling in love with a friend of  mine, which I introduced myself and now i feel broken hearted, unable to go on... i don't know what to do, i got no words that can express that she could be the love of my life, my Juliet... I wish i could live a romance like we see on Romeo And Juliet, a forbidden one to which our life depended on it. That's real love being to scale mountains, cross seas for that person...

Song to make you thinking

Forgetting and forgiving...

Anyone have the feeling of loving someone and find out she doesn't and still feel the same? Even though you think that everything is not worth it, you still wanna try? Even thought she just a friend or like a sister to you? Its getting harder to get her off my head, I don't care what happens, my lessons of life i learned them through songs now i was listening here we go again from Demi Lovato and made me think... Damnit why? Why isn't everything simple? I'm sick of this i'm the one who suffers in the end and starting to make lyrics is a sign of that it´s good in a way but it means i'm suffering inside. I wanted everything to be simple she she will never ever forgive me for that no matter what i don't know what to do. I need to clear my head somehow i just don't know how i keep thinking about her and now even worse it's just getting harder than get it. All i wanted is everything to be easier. The worst is that I can't talk to her she always will get pissed for touching that but there's no other way i just gotta let the time wash it away

Songs to think

Today i'm gonna share two songs that I somehow didn't noticed before which is weird they're from two of my favorite singers/bands and they're both from Disney or were:

Underdog from Jonas Brothers - this song reminded me of someone i know and myself, i love the lyrics to the song. It's awesome and pls give me a break about being Jonas Brothers they deserve credit too on their songs. 

Me, Myself and Time- This song is so amazing that makes us think how is to try to achieve our dream which made me think so much. I'm gonna try somehow I am trying and this time i will not stop... 

"Whatever it takes to be

 what i was meant to be  

I'm gonna try"

Demi Lovato is my favorite singer, I knew of her work from her shows and movies on Disney mainly Camp Rock and Sonny with a Chance, she's still great and her voice is totally unique i love it :)

Twilight Breaking Dawn Part I

One day left for the premiere of Twilight: Breaking Damn Part I, too bad its divided in two parts and we might have wait another year to see the second part. I hate these new ways of cinema, the best part is always the most awaited. They did this with Harry Potter, which Part I was really boring compared to the awesomeness of Part II, then probably they're gonna do the same on Twilight Breaking Dawn. What can we expect the wedding and the honeymoon only??? I hope someone dies at least that it had fights like Eclipse had...  

Reflecting II

Some weeks ago i had i was chatting with a friend and said something that will look silly but its true at least to me:


[Zeo: its in these times that we find how ppl appreciate you
Bellz: x.x
: knowing u got somewhere waiting
[26/10/2011 00:45:38] Bellz: brb.....
[26/10/2011 00:45:40] Zeo: k
[26/10/2011 00:56:24] Bellz: like what
[26/10/2011 01:00:26] Zeo: like what?
[26/10/2011 01:00:41] Zeo: someone
[26/10/2011 01:00:44] Zeo: waiting
[26/10/2011 01:00:46] Zeo: for you
[26/10/2011 01:01:43] Zeo: this is gonna change my life
[26/10/2011 01:01:51] Zeo: ppl don't know
[26/10/2011 01:02:10] Zeo: but the animes r the best there is for a reason
[26/10/2011 01:02:34] Zeo: its always related with personal problems
[26/10/2011 01:02:44] Zeo: Naruto was never popular
[26/10/2011 01:03:06] Zeo: people mocked him cause he had the kyuubi inside him
[26/10/2011 01:03:29] Zeo: but still he wanted to be noticed
[26/10/2011 01:03:35] Zeo: so he did stupid things
[26/10/2011 01:03:41] Zeo: to impress ppl
[26/10/2011 01:03:49] Zeo: so he could be noticed
[26/10/2011 01:03:56] Zeo: Naruto is my life story
[26/10/2011 01:04:01] Zeo: i was the same
[26/10/2011 01:04:25] Zeo: u know what the sadness inside me made?
[26/10/2011 01:04:28] Zeo: anger
[26/10/2011 01:04:50] Zeo: just like naruto can't control himself when transformed i don't too
[26/10/2011 01:04:57] Zeo: i need ppl to calm me down
[26/10/2011 01:05:07] Zeo: otherwise i won't stop
[26/10/2011 01:05:27] Zeo: ppl r afraid of me ;(
[26/10/2011 01:05:58] Zeo: that's why i don't have real friends only ppl online
[26/10/2011 01:06:49] Zeo: i'm waiting for the time when i "save the village" so i can be acknowledge"

Song of Friendship

Some day ago a friend of mine which it's one of my "sisters" showed me this song:

Meant a lot to me cause its how she felt for me a true friend don't u think? I just love this song and got  addicted to it too, its amazing... I gotta admit Disney really rocks!