My book

I finally continued the book that i started when i was on HON, and i found a place according to a friend that is very good, so i decided to give it a try idk if it will work i wanted to publish but there's 2 problems: how do i do
it ? and can i do it?

http://www.wattpad.com/2436656-diaries-of-jake-fox

Many things happened this week that i wasn't expect and it changed my life in a way but gave me hope to keep going... Now i don't know where this is going but it might work somehow but it sounds desperate but it keeps me going... I'm just confused and i believe no one can help me. I'm too afraid to try maybe that's it and if it goes wrong it won't work... I gotta find a way somehow i just don't know what...