Everything is not what it seems...

Not all days go as we expected. And i kinda hate it when we plan something so far ahead that we find out cause of someone has a problem all my plans r cancelled which is something that pisses me off. Even if its my father i still don't understand why my mom don't trust me to go alone to a place to meet a girl. Ok ok many things could happen like ppl see on the tv and news that the person who we know online cannot be the same we're going to meet. Some months ago i met a girl on an online game who got friends with her and idk why i started to fall in love for her, i think she did too but was unsure cause we never met in real and she wanted to know how i was first. I decided to go to her country to meet her on my holidays after i finish school that i would meet her but everyone told me it was a bad idea and i wasn't ready, after many weeks i been thinking about and she told me she like me as friend and we'll never be more than that so that didn't break my heart but i rethought and i think will be hard for me to go there and besides i sacrifice so much for her. Idk what to do now i met someone during that time but our relation is more brother and sister than anything else but i think i feel something for her, idk i might be wrong all i need now is to meet her and find out we never know what happens. Like we say everything is not what it seems even if its from someone u meet on the net...