Many times i been wondering what have i done to deserve the life i have now. No friends i can trust, no one that can respect, no one who cares, all i got left are friends from the games i'm in and still many of them i might never meet. Is it much to ask for someone to care for me, to expect the person i am now and accept it? Is too much too ask to fall in love with a girl that doesn't end up in "let's just be friends" i'm fucking sick of that. I give much to them but in return what i got? Nothing... absolutely nothing that's the way i live today and sometimes i think about ending it for no need to suffer anymore. People keep saying that's not the way to think but what can i do? Its not who has to change its the way the others accept me, don't judge a book by only the cover wait to see what's inside and not outside. I'm sick of this i just wanna move somewhere i can restart my life and fulfill my dreams. But alone i can't make it that's for sure. I need someone but who is that? Who's the person that will come with me that will finally get a smile on my face everyday the way i was as a kid not now... Is it too much that i'm asking for?
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